aku disini bersama laptopku...

hari ni aku bangun tido nagn penuh debaran..
wei aku lupa ari ni ada kelas kak jue...
mujur la Rey datang kejutkan..da pukul 9.38pagi..
its really kind of her siap tolong aku iron baju...
Rey i owe u 1....
pastu da la xbawak pendrive..kena create another new photo album...
my fault...

hari ni group aku x buat sketch presentation...
farah still unwell..dia balik rawang petang ni bas kol 4.30
sambil2 tengok group laen wat sketch aku mesej ngan farah..
she really makkes me so well!
she makes me think....she makes me be me again...
first it happen camni...
she text me said she want to see another group punyer present by video..
i said i cant help coz tak sangup nak masuk kan gambar that *person* in my phone..
farah said its ok..and this what she text me back...

"owh-pttlah ad that *person*. xpyh lah.sori la hari 2 sy xleh fkr dgn btl jd sy xleh bg idea yg bernas
n tngkan awk. nsht sy, wlpn sy xda pngalaman cinta2 nie,
klu org 2 xrespect awk.no need to continue.
he wants sumthing that you dont want to do,
just leave that guy. u deserve some1 better than him whose probably waiting for u somewhere (*caption*like yunho always said where is my wife to be) :p in relationship most important is respect n u care each other, believe me u lose nothing,but u learn something else,enjoy your life! aja2 hwaiting fatin! saranghea!"
thanks alot dear you makes me felt so comfortable..i apreciate wat u told me..
n will never ever be that stupidos girl again...awk lagi matured dari saya...
n when i said i malu giler...she said...
" biaselah tu mula2 mmg jd emo skit pas2 dah lama2 nnt oklah. x yah malu2 kte kan kawan nnt kte g makan baskin robbins ok!"
*remember my lovely tvxq member u-know...
YES farah saya akan cari some1 that can really appreiciate me
maybe a guy..
like Eric in Remember me?
haha..my world will getting better...

haha..
rupa2nya farah faham saya selama ni...tengok jer senyap g2..
i respect her alot...tq sebab sudi jadi kawan say ye..
n to all my friends that comfort me selama ni...
hanya dapat ucap trimas hanya allah dapat balas jasa korang!
n maaf kalau saya ada wat korang terasa hati...i'm just a growing up girl that had to learn much more new things..mistakes can always happen...SORRY!!!!
well, hidop mesti di teruskan.....

owh pasal sketch lak tengok group laen wat presentation...
WOW! korang memang gempax!!!...
but kitorg mesti pastikan group kitorg lagi gempax...
mane leh kalah kan...hehe....

yay!! another good story...
my mak just call and she said maybe they will coming to Kuantan this friday..
myb shopping raya kot...owh how i miss them so much...
my aunt n her family will be coming to...pasti gempak....
leh mintak ayah tolong hantar my beloved laptop service...
sayang i nie..wat hal lak....its ok...hope everything will be so fine..
INSYAALLAH.....AMIN

aku disini bersama laptopku...

argh...life can be so hard...

entah mind aku celaru giler sekarang...

i need a rest...nak balik umah rasa...

i'm not too strong to face all the probz..

that i myself created it..

stupid of me!!!..

how can i help myself????...

any advice...please dont let me face it alone...

i'm not perfect..

i hate letting myself drowning!!!

i'm helpless....

REMEMBER ME?...

Farah pinjamkan...

tq..hope it will bring myself back...

story about a women named Alexia lost her memory...

her past 3 year..

she cant remember many wonderful tyme of her past those years...

she even suprised she had changhed alot..

from a geek girl to awonderful women...

that really success...married a multimillionaire handsome adorable gentleman , Eric..

a lot of new things that made her really bertuah!...

how i hope i can be her...

get up one morning and suprisely everythings changed to truelly better life!..

forgot all painful things and memory of yourself...

wonderful...be new me...that have all the things that i want...

maybe tadi aku too into the character...

bangun dari katil i felt that everything if different....

pas2 xarine panggil makan burger..

its like my first tyme eating that delicious chicken burger...

wondering how could i be like Lexi...

i'm too tired today...

i wanna cry but i cant...

i wont let myself to do it...

Common girl..you deserved much better...

get up be the strongest person that you could be...

dont let anyone ever laugh at you again!!!!

breath in...let the burden go...

you are free...

now everythings is up to yourself...

colour your life with the best and most wonderful colour...

dont let anyone ever hurt you again...

SWEET ESCAPE!!!

chaiyok!!!!

make your life better please!...

remember...each person that love you want to see...

you get everythings in yourlife the best!!!

p/s: smile again and forget everything that had hurt yourself!!!!

campus day out special edition...

semalam....

campus day out...

kitorg kena 1 group..all 1406's members...

venue kat pantai balok...15 minutes from here...

junior campur senior...well junior lebih menyerlah..

hak3...syok ngan korang...

maen aper eks???

netball...volleyball...tarik tali...

ada gak teka tekuk n kotak beracun...

cheers kitorang best!..tapi x menang gak...

pagi tu kena bangun kol 6 sedia g sana...

bapak la ngantok...

berebut naek bas...

sampai kat sana...kitorg sibuk g cari kedai makan..

lapar..regain energy...

ingat kedai makan dekat jer..jauh macam nak g mega..

sempat lagi beramah mesra ngan penduduk kampung..

cik kambing n cik kucing..hak3...

banyak pics amek semalam macam2 pose..

menghepikan diri...

cantik gak balok 2...

pasal maen..dayang da menjaringkan gol keemasannya..

dalam netball...ari ni lak sakit badan..

hui3...tahniah tok dia....

june ,lak maen 2 jenis game last skali..

lelah...

farah lak cheerleader...balik dari sana..

demam aini x g kelas...

cepat la baik..sketch kita lom berlatih lagi...

wanny seliuh kaki..ilyas makin teruk..

tinggal aku sihat wal afiat...

ari ni mujur kelas kak jue x der..tido sampai kol 11 lebih..

fuh..bahagia..esok 1 kelas jer madam farah..sejam...

pastu..nak titow lagi...

sambil2 cakap xnak masuk air..

gian gak basah separuh badan...

ala tak bawak suar laen...rugi...

nanti la g lak..just kitorg...house day out...

siap maen layang-layang lagi...

cam budak2 lak...

nak balik berebut pulak naek bas

sampai kampus dalam kol 8.30 malam..

semua letih...baru sedar nadia xder kecoh kol xarine tanya..

dak tu jpk laghi ler letih wat xtra job..

habuannya kitorg dapat melantak mihun free...

pas tu x sampai kol 10.30 da naek atas katil..

lights off terus tidow..tanpa sedar...

letih sesangat...

paper pun its bring a sweet memory for us...

ok lah gua chow dlu..tadi air tak der..

macam malu2 nak tonjolkan dirinya...

aku nak g mandi jap chow!!!

aku disini bersama laptopku...

salam..
hari ni aku wat record baru..
bangun tido kol 1 tengah hari....
haha memang sungguh2 aku tido...
semalam tido lewat g basuh baju sampai kol 1 pagi lebih...
da la mesin wat hal...kopak duit aku...

semalam gak start dari kol 1 t/hari sampai 9 malam...
aku kuar g ronda2...
from mega to ecm...siap g post office lagi...
hakhak...
abes duit aku yang tak berapa banyak tu..
da beli broadband arap x bwk probz...
siap aku ngan farah sempat lagi beli tshirt nak pakai untuk
campus day out esok..
haha da la samer design..
ni citer pasal farah..sekarang ada nampak perangai sebenar dia sikit2...
ataupun dia ngah developt character baru...aku tak tau..
tapi lawak n fun...xle aku sopan sgt 6t...
ngah2 kitorg tengok video clip TVXQ klu tak silap...
leh dia rap tukar lirik lagu 2 tetiba...
aku nagan June mula2 senyap tak terkata...
kehairanan...
sebelum ni si june jer berkemampuan wat g2..
pastu kitorang bantai gelak kuat2....
acececeh...maksud ny si farah ada bakat terpendam ler...:D
hehe...arap akan kekal positif n i can get to know her better....

semalam gak aku rasa macam ari pertemuan sedunia...
aku jumpa my xschoolmate,Fatin...
dia belajar kat kolej indraputra...
terkejut giler...mujur le kitorg tak nangis tetengah org ramai 2....

pastu lak jmp my cousin punyer cousin..
Shamil n his big bro,Ezo...kecoh...
mujur le aku bersopan masa 2...
tak de la sampai story pelik2 kat mak aku...
rupa2 Ezo ada sumthing ngan cousin aku,Kak Huda sekarang..
aku kenal shamil ni masa aku spend almost 2 weeks kat umah cousin aku...
kat puchong few weeks sebelum datang belajar kat sini...
his nice...belanja kitorg Kfc lak...
first aku ingat dia budak2 agi..
ruper2nya sama umo ngan aku...paling cute budak ni ske minum susu
n ske la memecahkan suasana senyap ngan menyumbangkan suaranya yg tak berapa enak tu ngan lagu2 ntah paper...sempoi abes...

sesudah itu tetiba sampai la mesej dari mak aku...
aik camner dia leh tau...ni mesti si shamil report...
aku x bagi tau pun mak aku aku kuar g mall...
kantoi...hehe...

owh tetiba rasa nak makan kfc...
xarine ler ni bagi cadangan...
omg....
okey ler gua chow dlu..
bubye...

aku disini bersama laptopku...

owh....awal aku online aini...
well...UK ari ni berkabus...
sejuk n nyaman...
both of my classes cancelled...
quite epi coz pas ni nak tido..hehe...
tapi ad class ganti esok...
ok...

H1n1...
group sketch aku ad prob...
kitorg da semangat nak buat...
but 2 of our member demam..
mula2 Wanny tadi Ilyas lak...sian diorg..
cepat gile merebak...tpo x positive kot...
arap dorg cepat2 sembuh alot of things to do...
semalam aku kuar ECM beli brg ngan Farah...
abis dalam 30 inggt...Syok g shoppg...
props da hmpr siap....
xcited kitorg buat semalam...smp kol 2 pg...
comel lak bl tgk semula...
To Wanny n Ilyas...cepat sembuh ye korang....
INSYAALLAh..

HEPI BDAY TO MAK!!!!
ari ni bday org paling aku sayang....
yang ke 44 thun...
mak x ingat pun bday dia...
pagi tadi aku just mesej...
tapi aku tau mak aku da puas aty...
kata2 yang eclass da cukup untuk dia...
still aku nak beli present...handbag maybe...
hehe...to Mak...
semoga akan sentiasa sihat sejahtera...
semoga sentiasa bahagia bersama org2 tersayang..
terima kasih untuk segalanya...
u r the best for us...
TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH...
kerana kurniakan seorg wanita yang pasti sentiasa menyayangi kami...
untuk kami merasai nikmat kasih itu YA ALLAH...
semoga Mak akan sentiasa dapat terbaik untuk kehidupannya...
AMIN...

pasal MTV World Stage..
nampaknya macam x leh g...
agak sedih tapi...maybe ada hikmah disebaliknya...
hrm...
bila TVXQ nak datang Malaysia?...
nak tengok live performance....
klau diorang datang 4 sure macam mana pun aku akan g..
x kisah la tiket harg berapa pun...
U-kNOw oPPa!! sarang hea!...

Bulan 10 ni bday my most best bestfriend ever!
hek3....
so aku plan nak bagi adiah
sumthing that so sweet n meaningful..
nak wat handmade scrap book...
about our fwenship...anything yang aku nak dia tahu...
akan ku buat ngan penuh kasih sayang...
harap dia akan suka...
sentimental value 2 penting...
Wanna, I really MISSSSS u!!!!....

Okie dokie...chow dlu...
bubye...
(suasana suram ni wat aku rasa sedih lak...manusia xkan lari dari masalah kan?)
:)

special editon...i'm still here...

sekarang...
aku da minat stu group korea!!!
TVXQ...
hehe...si june n farah org yg bertanggungjawab buat aku addicted
ngan diorg...
love them so much...
fun to watch them..
seme comel2...
lagu pun syok...
pling aku ske...
JUNG YUNHO...
u-know...sarang hae...
(tak tau btol x eja...hak3)
he's so ensem n matured si...
suka sgt dengar ciri2 pempuan yg dia cari..and
he said pempuan pakai tudung seksi..haha..
LOVE u,oppa!!!!

u-know 4 eva...

its them...

Died hard fan of TVXQ!!!!!

aku masih disini..

holaa...
aku da balik kuantan....
meneruskan idop as law student..
eah2...walaupun elaun da masuk aku stll
rasa cam xcukup duit...hehe
manusia xpernah puas ngan apa yg ada...
aku beli wedges ngan duit elaun 2..
its so cute!!!putih hitam kotak2...
murah jer and i puas aty...
tapi memandangkan ia agak tinggi...
aku nak panjat tangga naek penthouse ni...
memenatkan....
n baru aku tau...ada banyak duit wat sakit kepala..
x beli pun barang yg di listkan...
sayang duit...hehe...

today,
class madam rose...ada speaking test..
ramai lak yang skip class...
seme kena H1N1..
ayoo...yoo...
xlah seteruk yang disangka..
leh gak aku membantai cakap org puteh...
cite psal PLKN...hehe...

H1N1 ni...
ramai lak yang g check takot2 la terkena..
housemates aku da risau...
paling xbest diorg cam takot2 nak kuar g mall..
true..preventing is better than cure..
xsyok la bila nak g window shopping together2...?
da terbayang...
icecream cake baskin robbins..
sushi...
erm....
wayang baru..The Proposal...
cam syok...bila nak g?...

aku harap..my world will getting better...
semoga semakin bersemangat...
teruskan idop n buat yang terbaik...